Belle VEX on “Mania”

Singer-songwriter Belle VEX is the poster child for transforming moments of frustration and limitation into art—music unafraid to protest, declare, and dissect the realities of life. Growing up in New England, the arts have always shaped his world, guiding his journey and aspirations from a young age. Unbeknownst to him, that path would be filled with unexpected twists and turns, including a move to California in pursuit of an acting career that quickly went haywire. Left badly injured, miserable, and uncertain of his next step, he uncovered a calling impossible to ignore.
As a multi-faceted artist, Belle VEX isn’t concerned with chasing unrealistic ideals of success or catering to the expectations of an unforgiving industry; for him, music is a salve. What began as a way to express himself in moments of helplessness has transformed into a conduit for personal growth and self-discovery, one that continues to bolster his confidence and fuel his creative spirit as his diverse discography expands. When he pulls back the curtains of his soul, a relatable, resilient, and resonant voice emerges, speaking to anyone trying to make sense of their past on the road to a bright, bold future. In 2026, he’s coming out stronger than ever before, gearing up to release a wave of new projects that trade his once-limiting perfectionism for grit, passion, and pure expression.
The word “Mania” evokes a certain kind of twisted imagery—walls closing in, wild rampages, hallucinations, erratic spirals. Anyone who has even brushed up against it knows it can feel like losing control completely—letting go of the reins and, in the process, losing all sense of self. While the story behind “Mania” stems from a frightening allergic reaction that wreaked havoc on Belle’s life for months, causing him to act out in ways so uncharacteristic he barely recognized himself, he now looks back on that dark period with a fresh perspective. Belle VEX’s modern, pop-EDM soundscape embodies all of the disorientation and anguish that accompany this feeling, pulling listeners into the swift current that pulses with the prowling murkiness of a life unmoored from reality. Now feeling much better, he can view the situation with newfound clarity, fully acknowledging that his breakdown, though not his fault, hurt people. And now that he’s “made it out,” he knows it’s up to him to make things right.
Mirroring the aesthetic of Belle VEX’s last installment, “Nobody, But Me,” the “Mania” music video positions him as an artist steadily carving out a bold signature style—one that exposes a previously unexplored, unrefined edge to his artistry. Both visuals are simple yet cinematic, mysterious yet rich with visceral imagery, but “Mania” is uniquely saturated with palpable, unfiltered emotion. It’s like Belle VEX is reliving the days he can barely piece together, his world cloaked in a dense cloud, a blue haze. It isn’t perfect—but intentionally gritty, an honest reflection from someone who truly lived it. And for viewers who appreciate an interconnected narrative, there might be more than meets the eye: a second look through Belle VEX’s expansive catalog might reveal that not all details are coincidental. Those willing to search with a fine-toothed comb may just find the door to secrets that have been hidden in plain sight all along.
Growing up in New England, when did art and music first start feeling like something you truly needed, not just something you enjoyed?
Home life was bad, so I distracted myself with learning new things. One of those things was mixing music. I’d eventually go to school for that. I never wanted to be a musical artist.
You moved to California chasing acting and ended up injured and at a crossroads; how did that moment push you toward music in a way you didn’t expect?
That’s the pivotal moment for me. They give you so many things to take after an accident, but I still remember being bedridden and trapped with the radio playing the happiest songs that just didn’t reflect what I was feeling or seeing. For me, that was terrible. I started writing songs at that point. Looking back, I was so bad at it. Some would say I’m bad at it now. To that, I laugh. I wrote a lot, too. It’s like one of those movie montages. I didn’t make anything out of it until I completely failed at giving up on life, if you know what I mean.
“Mania” comes from a really intense and frightening chapter of your life — what was the main feeling you wanted to capture when writing the song?
I’m not sure it’s a feeling I can describe accurately. It’s a reset, because so much control over myself was taken away from me during the events of that time. So much so that I wasn’t even sure what was and wasn’t my fault. So I vented. It’s a real situation I had to deal with. I think the freedom of being out of it outweighs anything that happened in it. It’s kind of like I don’t care what happened, it’s done, we’re going to talk about real quick and move on.
The track feels chaotic and heavy at times; how did you use sound and production to reflect what was going on in your head back then?
It’s a lot, right? I’m definitely guilty of overdoing this one, but chaos was the point. There was more to it, but I had to scale it back to keep it a song. I just wanted to paint this picture of what everything looked like to me at the time, but I couldn’t do that and still have an arrangement. In the end, I had to say it’s good enough, but I definitely used this song to vent. There are some really cool parts there.
Now that you’ve had time to look back, how do you process that period knowing it wasn’t your fault, but that it still affected people around you?
What can I say to that, really? To the people affected, get over it. No one was affected more than me. The experience that I went through put me back at death’s door and no one around me even saw a sign. They just accused me of being a bad person. If it wasn’t for me knowing who I was and recognizing that none of what was happening was normal, I wouldn’t be here and I didn’t have a choice in this matter. If I look at it anyway, the people around me failed me. Life’s not that simple, right?
The “Mania” video feels raw and gritty while still being cinematic — what was it like stepping back into those memories while filming?
This may feel like a copout, but it was completely fine. I have no shame over what occurred, and that’s the point. It wasn’t me. It was a substance that caused a reaction that hijacked me. Clawing back authority was a struggle in and of itself. I remember having to imagine static or a burning building. It was like a different person had control, and the video does reflect that. There’s a story that, but it’s one that had to be done without a budget. You start in the flammable setting, move to the hospital, and end in a post-apocalyptic, desolate world. It’s just a depiction of how I got control back.
There are visual and emotional connections between “Mania” and “Nobody, But Me”; how important is it for you to build a bigger story across your music and videos?
It’s funny, cause I’ve connected all of them except for one. I think it was very important in the past, but now it’s a roadblock. Maybe if I make use of some tools, I’d be able to do more, but the coordination that goes into doing something that just falls short of my vision is too much. Give me the label budget and let me work. Then, I’ll go back to where I was 5 or 6 years ago, where I just had to do it or do nothing at all.
You’ve talked about letting go of perfectionism and choosing honesty instead — how has that change shaped the music you’re making now?
I want to go back to being cryptic, haha. In all seriousness, it’s a bit weird to just be like “oh, I said what I said and it’s done now.” To me, it’s better to hide behind the story. In contrast, though, the good thing is that “honesty” is mostly afforded to the independent artist. I can’t imagine label artists being allowed to just say whatever they want without repercussions. Nothing stops me from saying the slow-tempo music on the radio is bad for the morale of the general public. Imagine if I said that.
As you head into 2026 with new projects on the way, what do you hope fans take away from this next chapter, and is there anything else you’d like to share before we wrap up?
I’ve got nothing, and I’m not promising anything. My fans won’t even look at that in a weird light. They get it.



